Skate-scoot(:

OMG, MIGRAINMIGRAINMIGRAIN! I never had that for such a long time, now my temples fucking hurttttttttt so bad my eyes are popping out of my eye sockets. ARHHHH. It's so frsutrating when the theories just can't get into your head anymore. 10 chapters, TEN. I hate examinations! I'd rather die!!!!!!! ): Omg. So lethargic lar, after a day of hardcore mugging, all the stupid customer relationship and internet retailing in my spongy brain. I can't intake anymore, the rest are just reflective larrrr. CUICUICUI~

Skate scooting never felt so fun! (: I'm utterly embarassed though, don't know why I see so many guys seeing me take a skate scooter! Aren't there any other souls in the world?! LOL. Yeah, was too damn tired to take the 15mins walk to boobie's house. Have been all around Sengseng all day! Taking the big jogging route and walking through and forth my avenue. But I swear, skate scooting at night was sooooo damn fun, no humans and big big wind! Hehehe. I feel like a kiddo again man! HEE. So fun(: DOWNSLOPES(: MOREMOREMORE((:

Okay back to work. Another sucidal paper at 0930AM. WISH ME LUCK, PLEASEEEEEEE ): I really need it. ONE MORE DAY TO FREEDOM! Cycling, fishing, tanning, sisha-ing, shopping, bbq, PARTY!!!!!!!(: BYEBYE.

Jonas Brothers; When You Look Me In The Eyes
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
And when I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go, cause

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

sugarsweetpill!

Pouring rain..

This post bypasses the 333th! My years ranting with blogger(: never ends actually. Omg it's like 4+AM on a darn freaking arse COLD not yet broken dawn, and I'm still awake doing practically, NOTHING. Before I even hit the sack, yes I want to rant!(:

So.... yes it's a damn cold night, 'cause its raining and my air conditioner is still on. I'm wrapped in the warmth of my blanket, how shiok sia! It's pourin' still! Don't know how long this rain is going to fall. I think yesterday, no Sunday.. I walked in the pouring rain. Thank goodness it fell after the jog! And actually walking underneath it never felt so gooooooood(: Like getting drenched outdoors plus the fact that the passerbys would really think that you are totally insane. It's fun okay, I had no choice but to walk in the rain 'cause there was no shelter till my home. I jumped over puddles and puddles of water and let it soak my skin. Ya I practically looked like I was drench in chicken soup (lou tang ji!). Miraculously, Jols did not fall sick! (:

Hmm today I took my 2nd life endangering paper. Examinations feels like suicide lar. Hopefully my efforts would pay off, although it was really really last minute revision, like a night before. ): I think Mr Ho look damn cute today please! Although ya you guys must be thinking I'm gay, since he might be one, but he really look very adorable lar. Boobies actually said he yawned damn loud during invigilation lar! So buay pai seh sia! Must be damn bored 'cause I was dying inside the classroom as well! HAHA(: He smiled at me as well, I think he must be cursing me in his head lar! "HAHA! See see see, must be don't know how to do!" ZZZ, ya when I stumble, I do look around. Okay thinking too much.

After the papers, the 2 felicias and I did the gayiest thing lar. We jogged like mad but we ended up putting the weight back. ZZZZZ. But chilli crabs and bittergourd soup are super shiok lar please, especially when you are so damn effing hungry! HAHAHA. Thanks for the treat Feli, I know I had 15cents left, but you insisted that you can treat! HAHA. K. Today was tiring enough, we sprinted in the park, workout in the elderly fitness corner and jogged the stadium! C U I~~ I'm damn slow can, I finished 6 laps in less than 18minutes. ZZZ. On the average it's 3mins per lap. How? I'm so damn freakin slowwww. ZZZZ. K, time for major motivation to slim down further, though I feel like dying everyday and seeing all those sinful food around me does not help one single bit. If only I had so much more determination! OMG, I'm HUNGRY now. See? Sigh. I shall only spent $2/day and jog faster in my next jog! SAY BYE BYE KILOGRAMS! OKAY, I really feel like shit now. 4.44AM. I can let people call me a panda now. Thanks!








Why even bother asking me that question now when everything was more than a part of history..
You really me caught-off guard..
Guess my answer would still remain the same.....

He creates a little wonder, just by smiling...

Fusion.

Suffering from a fusion of emotions.

That sucks. Anyway, THANK GOD ANP IS OVER! BYE BYE STUPID SUBJECT, I don't hope to see you during my holidays! And, bye bye 34 marks ): Damn the last bloody question. Ya, 34 marks! That's like 30% of the goddamn paper! I'm utterly UPSET. And who knew MCQs could be so damn difficult. Can't believe I actually stumbled one the very first question. "Baby, you can put the blame on me." WHINES. Oh well, least all this ANP shit would stay away from me for the time being, I can't say for good, might just be back for the sups.

I'm so bloodyhell HUNGRY at this damn hour and I'm refraining so damn hard from binge eating lar bloodyhell. ): I'm so hungry I can cry now!!! Sucks lar, was so damn full like in the evening thanks to 3 plate sushi, dinner and mango milkshake. Think I burnt it all up during the almost 30min jog around sk with Boobies. (Hey, I just realised if you remove an 'o' in Boobies, and replace it with a 'b', it will become BOBBIE! My baby puppy-yap-yap! NOISY BABY! K side-tracked.) I liked the new route a lot. Beats jogging the same one everyday! Anyway, we seem like we jogged to chiong for what? Bubble tea lar. LOL. Stupid Boobies craving. But we ended up drinking some bland honey tea WITHOUT pearls from Cup Walker. It's really BLAND. Uck. Nevertheless, less fattening too :D Oh, walked past the bakery after puchasing bubble tea and guess what I saw? ONDEH ONDEH BALLS. Sadly I didn't get to buy them 'cause we only had 40cents altogether, enough to only buy.. ONE BALL. I'm again utterly UPSET. Chiong home to watch the tele (:

3 more papers! Should be a breeze (: I love FM, SM and CRM! YAY! (: Damn it. Lol. Management papers overloaded with endless theories. FASHIONSTORECUSTOMERRELATIONSHIP! Time to si bei 'cause I'm like what? Brain dead. Poooooof. Hopefully it would be a fulfilling day whereby I study in the morning and head the gym or stadium with Boobies and Feli babe to burn out in the evening. Yeah, can't wait. I feel so ecstatic this days when it comes to sweating out. Lol. Yayyyy.

Anyway, I'm too lazy to load every single photograph I owe, I did up a lousy collage. ENJOY.
And I realised, I didn't save that much photographs actually! x:


Think that all balls(:
Will the novelty last? Or will it fade away..

Whinesssss.

Now then I realised what deep shit I'm in.
Say HELLLLOOOO HELL! tomorrow, Jolene(:
Never gone to a single lecture after Mid-sems.
Never pay attention during all tutorial, what you were doing at the back of the class?
The notes looks pretty foreign too, huh? 'Cause it seemed like only today is your first day reading them!
And they are not even notes, they are not even printed out on paper yet!!!
AND YOU ARE STILL FACING THE SCREEN.
HOOOOOOOOOORAYY!
I'm so fucking dead for ANP.
(CRIES.)

SCREW ALL MARKETING SUBJECTS ): HATE YOU, HATE YOU, HATE YOU!
Now that you're given a chance to pass this stupid subject, you simply thrash it.
WELL DONE.
Prepared to get a big fat F again (:
(A round of applause, please.)

Four AM.

Photographs won't lie
A memoir told with every single drop of detail
A moment never fail to capture
Tainted in a million of colours
How your fingers creates a little wonder
No one else can replace that smile

He passes by, her heart pounds a million times faster
He's oblivious, she watching his every step
He looks her way, she looks away
He walks away, her soul got lost
Will he even realize, what she just realized..

Thought cluttering. Examsexamsexams. Please be over soon ): It barely started, and I'm already looking like some sulk poop. Boo, stupid emotions and poddy-music never fail to make me SAD ):

STAY UP TILL 4 IN THE MORNING, AND THE TEARS ARE POURING.
K, I'm not crying lar. It's literally 4 in the morning! Another day to my nightmare.
BALLS.

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

Mental war zone.

The battle wage's on, the mind against the heart.
I'm going against the odds.

I got soul, but I'm no soldier...

Procrastinate.

Even time flies when you aren't doing anything! And I'm really running out of time. My 1st paper is on Friday but I have no idea what are the notes talking about, neither do I know where to begin.. And I HAVEN'T PRINT THEM YET. I'm sooo dead. Tried so hard to mug today, but I kept procrastinating. Ought to get shot right in the head. ZZZ. I end up looking at my photographs in my lappy. ZZZ. I think the holiday mood had been tooooo overwhelming! Yesterday had steamboat with my course mates at Kenny's. Lol Boobies and I, as usual ate the most!!! HAHA and I think we finished 2 packets of taiwan sausages. BARFS. I swear never to eat another taiwan sausage for 3 months! (><) After dinner we played Blackjack. And I didn't bring sufficient cash to bet big. I won and lost, and in the end I lost a dollar! HAHA(: Great fun and food with the RMT people :D And CNY is about to be over ): This year by far had been the best one! :D And I owe everyone that made it happen a big THANK YOU(: And I owe everyone pictures! Booo. I'll post it up if I happen to procrastinate from mugging! HAHA. Wish me luck with my 4 papers. FREEDOM ON THE 28TH (: IMISSONDEHONDEH. K shut. Waking up to mug later. MUST. CIAO.

Hearts.

AWWW. So damn sweeeeeeet. Thanks Yanie :D Happy Valentine's Day ALL :)

Not meant to be.

Damn tired larr. Today was SPENT YOUR MONEY DAY. And yes I kinda spent away a week's allowance today. (BANGS THE WALL) Okay. Yeah. Happy birthday my baby boobiesss :D Hope you had a great time today!! Ballies will love you no matter what, even if your foot stinks! HAHA. Okay hope she's not reading this. Anyway, today had been a crazy one. OMG, zonked. LOL. ATE, DRANK, DANCED. ZZZ. Lol. Sakae almost collasped under our monsterous laughters and biatching. We ate pretty much like gluttons. Burrrrp. I think I puked and choked on as much of spasmaticballs too. Lol. Pubbed at Artery and went ew, clubbing at Arena and MOS. Lol. Not my kind my place, butttt just had the mood today. So much laughters and fuuuuuuuun. And I received a lovely box of condoms today. LOL. Howwww lovely the day is. "It's so windy up here, wifey..." HAHA. Inside poldar joke. :D Okay, waiting for my pictures to start pouring in :d I'm really a minced-brain now. Poopish mess in the head. Plus this recent happening in my head is really not giving me a break!! It's a good and bad news. SIGHHH. Hoping for a miracle then. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEE, let it happen?? :(

Anyway, Happy Valentines' Day! I have a date with my BOOKS :D Bye lovelies, have fun k :D
I owe everyone some pictures.

PISANGS on the 4th day of CNY(:




MUMMY(: And the chocolate cake.


My poooooor baby Bobbyyyy :d


And Boobies' 19th :D



More to receive from JACQ, my camera just suckssssss. K bye.

DIEDEDEDEDEDEDED.
My existence. What a mess you got yourself into, again.

EYECANDY

AHAHAHAHA I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO DIE OF LAUGING TOO MUCH!!!! INHALER INHALERRRR~~~!!! HYPERVENTILATION!

Awhile ago on 987FM, this indian caller called wrong number. Wahlao, got so ZHUN BO? Call through 987?! Even I sms also nv get through lar. Nvm.. Then another indian caller called in and then he called himself "MYSTERIO" NVM. Then Muttons asked, "What Mysterio? MUTHU MYSTERIO???" HAHAA. NVM... Then he say he wna complain, WHY? 'Cause while cooking curry, he saw a panty drop down and drop into his curry!!! HAHA LIKE WTF?! LOL. Then their solution, "eh Muthu Mysterio... Next time you cook curry right? CLOSE THE WINDOW LAR!!!" HAHAHA. K. Eh funny anot? :/ LOL. NVM. Then another indian caller called in and scold Muttons.. "EH!!!! YOU THOUGHT ALL INDIANS EAT CURRY HHUH?!?!?!" WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. Felt like I'm self entertaining. Laugh morons!!! K just kidding. And I sound damn racist larrr. FYI, it's AIRED. Don't sue moi :))

Hmmmm. Note to
DESMOND QUEK SHU WEI:

O$P$!!!! WHERE IS MY ONE DOLLAR?!?!?!
AND HOR, I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A PANDA, DAMNIT. YOU PIGG~~~!!!!!
YOU SAY SOMEMORE!!! I SHALL SELL YOU ON EBAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

Okaay. A lot of nonsense today. Think 'cause I'm high on SUGAR. A very very very bad dosage taken. LOL. Although there are still facts that made me rather DEPRESSED. But it's ok, I'm over that. MR HO YOU OWE ME ANG BAO!! LOL AND I THINK I KNOW WHAT YOU DID ON CNY!!! RIGHT. I've got some disturbing photos of you taken at first avenue. YOU DIE :D So don't you disturb my brownie and me againnnnnn!!!(><) OHYEAH, JIAMIN BLUDDER, YOU BAKE GREAT BROWNIESSSSS. BAKE ME MOREEEE :D Sugarloaf's food is really GOOD. And the service is tip-top sia, like a million times better than ours. I'M EMBARRASSED!! LOL. I'M CAPPING ALL MY WORDS. HOMG. DAMN ECSTATIC LAR NOW. LOL. Okay chill pill baby. Band was rather useful due to this thing call, FRUITFUL sectionals. Yeahhhh die you bloody running notes. LOL. YAY. I'M SO DAMN HAPPY TODAAAAAAY. God knows why, I FEEL SO GAY : D ECECECECEC IS LOVE : D DAMN CUTEEEEE. K bye, I need to digresss really. IM WAITING FOR ALL MY CNY PHOTOS!!!! : D

Take That, Patience.

Just have a little patience I’m still hurting from a love I lost
I’m feeling your frustration that any minute all the pain will stop
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight don’t be to hard on my emotions

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing just try and have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend
I’ll try to be strong believe me
I’m trying to move on
it’s complicated but understand me

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing just try and have little patience yeah
Have a little patience yeah

Cause the scars run so deep it’s been hard but I have to believe
Have a little patience
Have a little patience

Whooo cause i
I just need time
My heart is numb has no feeling so while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience have a little patience
My heart is numb has no feeling so while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience

I feel very much like this, and I really need so much more time though I'm on my way.. I know I'll make it someday. :)
CNY had been a good one this year :D I'll update some time later 'cause the lethargy is taking it's toll on me. Lol. Happy birthday Mummy and Eerik :) I love baking, and I still want my oven! BOO. Kayy, Nights :D

Food frenzy!!!

Happy CNY everyone :D And I am still awake at this hour! I don't feel that tired but I seriously deprive sleep. I slept at 4.30AM last night and mum decided to destruct my beauty sleep to drag me out of bed to accompany her for breakfast. C U I. I was wrong to think that oh I'm going to have a long rest on CNY eve. TEHHHHH. Wrong. Okay so sadly, there were too many kids at Macs. She wanted Macs in the first place, just not her luck. Lol. Ate at Delifrance then. So while drinking the soup, she was talking to me about some stuff and next thing, she added creamer into her cream of mushroom instead of her coffee. Dangs. Naturally what we do when you see something that is out of place? We react duh, so I frantically used my own spoon to scoop out the creamer. Then she said, "It ok dear! The soup is creamy itself, it ok if the creamer's in there." By then, that lump of shit was sprawled all over the serving dish. Haha, veryyy nice. Big mess. Oops.

Went to shop for mandarin oranges and what's not. The queues were omg-horredously-petrifyingly-long. What a turn off seriously. And moral of today's story. Never carry 6kg worth of mandarin oranges and 2kg of ba kwa around to do last minutes shopping :) And I didn't get anything. Nice.

Practically nuaded the eve away. Stupid Jayjay ruined my plans to go to Serangoon to get mummy and Eerik a cake. End up he didn't even drive me there. Changed my plans. I'm going to bake over at my Uncle's later! :D Hmmmm. Renioun dinner was so damn nice :D Mummy dearest and my maid cooked for us tonight. I really had a fulfilling meal consisting of abalone, shark fin's soup, pork chops, this huge sea cucumber filled with minced pork, thai-style steamed fish, otah balls, ba kwa, and vegetables with scallops, prawns and sotong. BEAMSS :DD Super happpppy. Dessert was the regular mum-loves-to-make-longan dessert soup 'cept there's ginko nuts in it this time. Okay enough of my dinner. LOL, sounds way to good :x Thinking about al the calories I have to shed after CNY. SIGH.

Anyway, 3/4 bf cooked for me last Tuesday :D It was damn fulfilling as well. :D Well, the process was enjoyable. :DD Not to mention the food was WOOO :D I love you so much 'cause you can cook too :D

Look who's in the kitchen?? Hawhaw.
Man, my parents' weird looking stuff hanging on the wall. O.o

This is my so damn late lunch(4.15PM).
So much for experimentation.

Pasta in cheese and herb sauce, baby corn, mozerella cheese and white button mushrooms :D

La crème de l'asperge! (Cream of Asparagus)
Golden and white button mushrooms, asparagus and canned asparagus(super ewww).
Best soup ever to be prepared :DDDD LOVES.

CHEESY CHICKEN &BEEF MEAT BALLS :D
Not exactly very nice though, 'cause it's experimental.
Really hard to cook w/o the deep fryer.
And the ones we made wasn't well marinated.
But the first bite when it's out of the frying pan was great :D

Thank you Kannan :D For the advanced Vday gift. LOL.

HAHA. FOOD FRENZY!!! Man I'm BEAT typing all this. ZZZ. Hope later would be a fruitful day :D I just can't wait :D Happy happy kid. Stupid honeybuns, where are you! I miss youu! :( Ciao.

Giraffe.

I've got to wake up at 7AM tomorrow! ): and I'm still not going to bed. OSIP presentation by the year 3s. If I have the capabilities to make it through, I would have gone for it. Sigh, seriously stuck at the wrong course. What is service to me when I don't like it. Gross. x: Hmm, acutally I have got a place in mind for my SIP alr. Hope I can get in there, I think it will be very beneficial for me if I got a chance to serve there(:

Today was the day to catch up with my lost friends. I slept at 3.30AM this morning, andd... a surprise morning call from Miss Lee Olivia to go for breakfast. So I just washed up and headed hougang for macs. And barely even 2 hours, she got activated for a flight and she had to go home to prepare. /: So I went home and rotted till it was 3 and time to meet honeybuns and honeyxue :D Honey. Hee.

We went Sakae for a light meal and thought that PS was too boring. Initially we were planning to go Giraffe and the 2 kuku heads forgotten. So yeahs we went there around 5. Lol, I feel so damn relaxed and stupid. Yes stupidddd with them. :D Yay. Oh and for the entire day I was just craving for their chocolate cake :DDDD And I ATE IT. THE MOLTEN CHOCOLATE LAVA. It's like T H E spasm. :D

Great presentation and chocolate spasm :DDD
Bad picture though, 'cause it arrived when I went to the loo and when I came back, my vanilla ice-cream was melting away. So the quick snap.

Pretty baby :D

My super tak glam honeybunny baby :D Your picture scared me can!?

Hahah dumb sillies. :D Hmm bunny told me all about her camp instructing experiences. Which I find rather amusing how she handled those pesky kids and also about the camp instructors and student's ghastly encounters at the camp site. I was too engrossed honestly, and it's like the most scariest shit I've ever heard. And she said that's not all. She talked about the camp's and her ghastly encounters for more than an hour. LOL. Still not enough time to tell finish! x: Wahlao. Lol. Then Xue had to go to work, so we decided to detour to the airport and bunny accompanied me home :D Yay thanks honeyyy. Missed you larrrr. Sigh okay lar. It's getting late alr. Schoooooool and band later! ): Nights.

Sometimes I wish it was you...

I love white.

Look what's back :D No not me, my baby hp! yay. And I'm cladded in white!

Haha. Finally I can take a short break before I start preparing for the upcoming examinations. My four papers ): Presentation was like crap ytd. LOL. I was doing fine, I think until the last 3 points, I lost it and I started swearing and yes I said shit! Like many times. x: It was that bad and stupid Jianhai had to break my train of thoughts. Lol. Thanks huh. But I survived it. :D Like loads of burden had been just lifted off my chest. I can finally breathe again! (: Went to collect my baby after presentation and went for sectionals. Practiced Invictus and Festival Overture with Olivia and we started to procrastinate. She started playing our past concert pieces and I hummed to it. Lol. And we were caught red-handed by Mr Tan!! x: Lol. He asked us about school and then left yeah. Went for prata and went home straight to catch my long awaited rest. Sleeping for 1/2 an hour followed by a busy day and heels all day was simply a killer!

Oh today (: I had loads of fun at AH Band concert (Yile's high school band)! They're actually not bad, very nice pieces played. Though I was struggling hard to see the band. Really budget concert x: held in their air-conditioned school hall. LOL. We were late so we had to sit at the last row, which our view was totally blocked out by everyone infront of us. Practically singing and dancing to the music. LOL. It brought back so much high school band memories. And I miss HIMB terribly. I miss school again )): I feel so old. Can you believe it, I'm turning 19 this September! BAHH. Anyway, thanks for reliving such sweet memories(: I'm glad I went. Lol. HMM. Guess what. I ATE AH BALLING'S TANGYUAN JUST NOW :D So damn shiokkkk. Lol. And went home with the bandits. :D Hmm, I'm wondering. Is like going back to your school's alumni band the in-thing now? Seemed like most of my friends does that. Lol. Well, I would love to return to HIMB as an alumni, but the thing is, my ex-band doesn't have an alumni band. It's ok.

Ahhh, feel so damn relieved after handing up all the projects. :D Still have got our stocks at 1st Ave to settle and the very last presentation slides for CS to prepare. ): BAH. But if anyone wants to the go to the beach, I'd be more than welcome to let you date me! x: yay! And CNY is coming! LOL. More fuuuuuuuuun. Lol. Ok I shall go to bed first. I think I'll be meeting my honeybuns laterrr :D WHOOOPEY. BYEE.

Our Lady Peace, Not Enough
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's nothing in between
You know the truth

Nothing left to face
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place...

When they say you're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb
Up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well

There's nothing left to prove
There's nothing I wont do
There's nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to fear
I am always here...

What you want
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you got
What you love
What you need
What you have is real
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough
I'm sorry,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough..

Still walked away....

Blurry.

After designing 3 advertisment, felt like I no longer have an arm and my mind's blank. blank. blank. and practically my mouth's gapping wide open. I'm like a stone statue or goldfish now. Damn shoulder bone's swelling up. I need a new computer chair, and my table's too tall damn it. wtf, I still have another thing to do. wtf. wtf. wtf. kill me. I can seriously chuck my bloody arm away. arrrrrrrrrrrh damn frustrated now. I need my sleep very badly. Today's just too much work CRM ANP CO&CO SUMMATIVE TEST. I think suicide seems like a better idea. I can't think alr lar.

Burnt out, frustrated, burnt out. FRUSTRATEDDDDD.
I'M BURNT OUT.

Spent so much bloody time on CRM then studying for my test last night and I have to redo no refine it. ARG. So sick of work. I wna chuck it aside and sleep. And I can't help dozing offfff. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.

Digress. Lets talk about my eye lolly. Heee. Wow, that's a happy thought for sure. Hey I'm perked up! Anyway.
I saw him ytd and he was sitting at the next table : )
HE. was in formal yesterday. Caught my eye somehow, did I caught his? :X He SMILED at me! :) I think he recognises ME :) And sorta know who am I :) And I think we caught ourselves looking at each other! I think. LOL. HE'S CUTE!! :D Strangely found him quite attractive. Heard he's from a sports cca. BUT doesn't seemed liked he belong to that cca. GOD. Hmm..... I'd be sad if he's gay.... :X HEEE. He's cute still :D YAY. Happy thoughts. Hopefully I can chance him every other day in school :D K enough of boy blabbering, think I ought to get back to work. Guess no sleep for me tonight. T_T

ouch my shoulder. ): DAMN COLD. Piling tissues....